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just got back from orchard. the crowd was bad but i guess it will get worse tml.cos its xmas eve tml!! =) went to meet up w my jc class peeps. really had a great time w them..miss hanging out with them..gossips updates shopping dinner and more gossips and updates.having talks that made me feel much much better. as usual...all the guys were pretty and guys were nice to carry whatever stuff we bought. =) lighting at orchard was not that nice as compared to the previous years but still it was nice. this peeps...leaving on the 29th for Genting and coming back on 31st =( i cant go. bahhh. having band camp from 29th to 31st.

had xmas presents exchange after band today. sweety Liv bought me a hp holder. =) cute! darling got me my birks =) i like it lots! thanks dear...!! love my birks...lalalLala. gave out candy canes and had chocolates to eat..so xmas mood.

hang out at neh neh's hall yest. had pizza and watch dvds.great time spent together.=)

if only there was a world where we wld not have surnames and just be addressed by our names. if only there was a world where u could do anything u want and be with whoever u wanna be. if only there was a world where u need not care abt anything and go ahead with what u want. why?? what's with the surname issue?? cant two with the same surname get together?? cant they?? what's wrong with that....?? can anyone..someone just tell me...what's with it?? to me..i dun really care if two peeps has the same surname as long as they wanna be with each other...what's the issue?? i dun see the issue. what's there to consider?? is there so much to consider?? is this the so called obstacles couples with the same surname must face?? why are tings made so complicated..cant they just simplify everything..like each other ok get together. dun like hate each other like shit then dun get together..why cant this be done??=(

went for my first dance lessons on sun...so cool! went for mtv dance. nice! the teacher also quite shuai.. his dancing power la. hahHha. learned 'isolation'..must learn how to move like jelly. like dance classes. =) any of you wanna join me and my mei mei ma??

went for v pop at eastpt today. quite cool also. must dance and sing at the same time. there were 2 zai gals in the class la. the way they dance is good la!! hahHa. super nice!!

wanna do so many things but so little time. haii.sucks to the core. wanna go for dance class, wanna give tuition, wanna learn driving, wanna continue with piano, go for band pracs, meetings, wanna so business, go gai gai w frenz etc etc..oh my...so much to do la.haii. need more time!! dun noe what to do... if i continue piano im like wasting money every month. nv prac every week play same song,..so waste time and money. what shld i do?? =(

yes..depression seems to not stop at all. =( this is getting bad. i dun want!! will get sad for stupid things. throw tantrum at ZB all the time when he say some stupid wrong things..haii. wanna cry when i cant take it anymore. this is getting bad..really bad. what is wrong.....what is it.

hello people... just got back from supper after band. so tired now. entrepre lesson was alright today... lecturer made stupid remarks. mango shld open another shop catered to the guys. the shop shld name mangosteen. haha! lame la. then mango must try their best to be the king of the fruits and beat durian, banana and live happily ever after with her bf mangosteen. haha. hmmm, according to Zb, mangosteen is a she leh..then would that not make mango and mangosteen lesbians liao...? hhaa.

first band prac ever since bnd stopped..quite fun today. everyone was updating one another cos so long nv meet liao..hahHa. all due to exams. =) had fun, talk cok lor. went for supper and stuff. hmm, going to have performance at Milenia Walk on 18th dec..alamak! clash with kids sci camp..dun noe how also..haii.

11th dec! need to register for mod for new sem...hope i can get the mod i want la. mind over stress....but then so hard to get one..waiting list also from singapore to i tik australia lor...haha. food in cultural and society...new mod i tik...i wanna take too! seems interesting..hope i can get it. haha.

k go slp liao. nite!

haii..im feeling so sad now. something is seriously wrong with me. i tik im going through a hard time now... im just so tired of everything. someone said this to me " u never study also" that's it. that hit me..alot alot alot. that person really did it. all these while..ive been studying...well to me. feel that's all i can do. ive not been skipping lectures, ive been doing my tut..i ask my Prof when im in doubt...i do my work consistently..but still i dun get those fantastic grades... that grades that they can get.. i dun noe. im so low morale now... so no confidence... of everything..anything...every single thing...

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yeah!! exams are over!! FINALLY !!! yeah !!! horrible exam...make me fall sick...cannot go out...boring only..=( haha but its over liao! yeah! must plan for new timetable le...hahha. heehee....so happy!! booked my air tix to brisbane liao.... flying on 11th feb n coming back on the 21st!! yeah!!! happiness!!!